Overwhelming..

I've been sleeping at 2am for the past 2 nights. Mainly because I was busy making an excel file to 'present' to future FIL. You see, he wants me and Fiance to 'present' to him costings of an Event Hall receptions versus a Hotel reception.

Yesterday, I was chatting with Fiance, asking for help and support. Instead of telling me to wait for him so we can compute together - he said that I can do it alone. Dammit! I was irritated! I was the one who was calling all the hotels and venues, caterers and etc. - now, what does he do? He prints all the proposals. That's it! Argh...

There were moments yesterday that I wanted to quit what I was doing and leave it all to him. But the OC-ness in my always sets in. I give in to the urge and do it again. Who wins? Fiance wins. Darnit! I hate it! Its in my blood and personality. Damn you blood and personality!!

So today - we are scheduled to meet. I haven't told him that I already finished ALL the computations. I will have him swim in oil first - and then come 'presenting' time I will take the honor of doing everything.

Fiance is lucky that way. I just hope he sees it.

Oh! And when I told him I made an excel file and that he should suck up to me since I did it ALL MYSELF - whoa?! He retorted that I stop that 'suck-up crap''

Tangina ah!! (Konti nalang... Hahahahahahaha!!) Sorry for the language!!

XOXO
Miss B.